Ahhhh!!! It is October 🙂 YAY!!!
Don’t really have much to say today other than going home this weekend was nice, just made it hard to come back to school.
SEEING PUGS+ CP FRIENDS + UNRELIABLE CAR= NO MOTIVATION TO DRIVE TO MC
but I did. And let me tell you, I really like Manchester. College is very difficult though, and I read through a few “preparing for college” type books, but it is something you have to experience on your own and something that every single student interprets differently. I honestly felt content at MC until I went home and feelings of homesickness and anxiety resurfaced. I ask myself all the time, “Am I cut out for college? Is this the right place for me? Is college worth it? Will I be successful in the long run?”
College is also a scary time because you realize that you are not a kid anymore; I kinda freaked out this weekend when I stumbled upon this realization. My childhood is over, whether I like it or not.
Seems like this was eons ago ❤
I am hoping that this whole college thing is worth it and that my feelings of worry and uneasiness will eventually vanish completely.
Now off to do some homework (I am a huge procrastinator)….